CHAPTER: THE HADITH PERTAINING TO THE SPY OF THE DAJJAL

CHAPTER: THE HADITH PERTAINING TO THE SPY OF THE DAJJAL
No. 7028  
Amir b. Sharahil Sha'bi Sha'b Hamdan reported that he asked Fatima, daughter of Qais and sister of ad-Dahhak b. Qais and she was the first amongst the emigrant women: Narrate to me a hadith which you had heard directly from Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) and there is no extra link in between them. She said: Very well, if you like, I am prepared to do that, and he said to her: Well, do It and narrate that to me. She said: I married the son of Mughira and he was a chosen young man of Quraish at that time, but he fell as a martyr in the first Jihad (fighting) on the side of Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam). When I became a widow, 'Abd al-Rahman b. Auf, one amongst the group of the Companions of Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam), sent me the proposal of marriage. Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) also sent me such a message for his freed slave Usama b. Zaid. And it had been conveyed to me that Allaah's Messenger (way sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) had said (about Usama): He who loves me should also love Usima. When Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) talked to me (about this matter), I said: My affairs are in your hand. You may marry me to anyone whom you like. He said: You better shift now to the house of Umm Sharik, and Umm Sharik was a rich lady from amongst the Anqir. She spent generously for the cause of Allaah and entertained guests very hospitably. I said: Well, I will do as you like. He said: Do not do that for Umm Sharik is a woman who is very frequently vizited by guests and I do not like that your head may be uncovered or the cloth may be removed from your shank and the strangers may catch sight of them which you abhor. You better shift to the house of your cousin 'Abdullah b. 'Amr b. Umm Maktum and he is a person of the Bani Fihr branch of the Quraish, and he belonged to that tribe (to which Fatima) belonged. So I shifted to that house, and when my period of waiting was over, I heard the voice of an announcer making an announcement that the prayer would be observed in the mosque (where) congregational prayer (is observed).

So I set out towards that mosque and observed prayer along with Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) and I was in the row of the women which was near the row of men. When Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) had finished his prayer, he sat on the pulpit smiling and said: Every worshipper should keep sitting at his place. He then said: Do you know why I had asked you to assemble? They said: Allaah and His Messenger know best. He said: By Allaah. I have not made you assemble for exhortation or for a warning, but I have detained you here, for Tamim Dari, a Christian, who came and accepted Islam, told me something, which agrees with what I was-telling, yuu about the Dajjal. He narrated to me that he had sailed in a ship along with thirty men of Bani Lakhm and Bani Judham and had been tossed by waves in the ocean for a month. Then these (waves) took them (near) the land within the ocean (island) at the time of sunset. They sat in a small side-boat and entered that Island. There was a beast with long thick hair (and because of these) they could not distinguish his face from his back. They said: Woe to you, who can you be? Thereupon it said: I am al-Jassasa. They said: What is al-Jassasa? And it said: O people, go to this person in the monastery as he is very much eager to know about you. He (the narrator) said: When it named a person for us we were afraid of it lest it should be a Devil. Then we hurriedly went on till we came to that monastery and found a well-built person there with his hands tied to his neck and having iron shackles between his two legs up to the ankles. We said: Woe be upon thee, who are you? And he said: You would soon come to know about me. but tell me who are you. We said: We are people from Arabia and we embarked upon a boat but the sea-waves had been driving us for one month and they brought as near this island. We got Into the side-boats and entered this island and here a beast met us with profusely thick hair and because of the thickness of his hair his face could not be distinguished from his back. We said: Woe be to thee, who are you? It said: I am al- Jassasa. We said: What is al-Jassasa? And it said: You go to this very person in the monastery for he is eagerly waiting for you to know about you. So we came to you in hot haste fearing that that might be the Devil. He (that chained person) said: Tell me about the date-palm trees of Baisan. We &aid: About what aspect of theirs do you seek information? He said: I ask you whether these trees bear fruit or not.

We said: Yes Thereupon he said: I think these would not bear fruits. He said: Inform me about the lake of Tabariyya? We said: Which aspect of it do you want to know? He said: Is there water in it? They said: There is abundance of water in it. Thereupon he said: I think it would soon become dry. He again said: Inform me about the spring of Zughar. They said: Which aspect of it you want to know? He (the chained person) said: Is there water in it and does it irrigate (the land)? We said to him: Yes, there is abundance of water in it and the inhabitants (of Medina) irrigate (land) with the help of it, He said: Inform me about the unlettered Prophet; what has he done? We said: He has come out from Mecca and has settled In Yathrib (Medina). He said: Do the Arabs fight against him? We said: Yes. He said: How did he deal with him? We informed him that he had overcome those in his neighbourhood and they had submitted themselves before him. Thereupon he said to us: Had it actually happened? We said: Yes. Thereupon he said: If it is so that is better for them that they should show obedience to him. I am going to tell you about. myself and I am Dajjal and would be soon permitted to get out and so I shall get out and travel in the land, and will not spare any town where I would not stay for forty nights except Mecca and Medina as these two (places) are prohibited (areas) for me and I would not make an attempt to enter any one of these two. An angel with a sword in his hand would confront me and would bar my way and there would be angels to guard every passage leading to it; then Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) striking the pulpit with the help of the end of his staff said: This implies Taiba meaning Medina. Have I not, told you an account (of the Dajjal) like this? 'The people said: Yes, and this account narrated by Tamim Dari was liked by me for it corroborates the account which I gave to you in regard to him (Dajjal) at Medina and Mecca. Behold he (Dajjal) is in the Syrian sea (Mediterranian) or the Yemen sea (Arabian sea). Nay, on the contrary, he As In the east, he is in the east, he is in the east, and he pointed with his hand towards the east. I (Fatima bint Qais) said: I preserved It In my mind (this narration from Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam).


No. 7029  

Al-Sha'bi reported: We visited Fatima b. Qais and she served us fresh dates which are called rutab and she also served us barley. I asked her about that woman in whose case three divorces had been pronounced as to how much time she should count as the waiting period. She said: My husband pronounced three divorces in my case and Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) permitted me to spend any waiting period in my family. (It was during this period) that announcement was made for the people to observe prayer in the bigger Mosque. I went there along with people and I was in the front row meant for women and it was adjacent to the last row of men and I heard Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) deliver sermon sitting on the pulpit. He said: The cousin of Tamim (Dari) sailed in the ocean. The rest of the hadith is the same but with this addition:" (I see) as if I am looking to Allaah's Prophet (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) pointing his rod towards the land (and saying): It is Taiba, i. e. Medina."

No. 7030  
 

Tamim Dari came to Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) and informed Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) that he sailed in an ocean and his ship lost direction and thus landed at an island. They moved about in that land in search of water. There they saw a person who had been pulling his hair. The rest of the hadith is the same. And he (Dajjal) said: If I were to be permitted to set out I would have covered all the lands except Taiba. Then Allaah's Messerger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) brought (Tamim Dari) before the public and he narrated to them and said: That is Taiba and that is the Dajjal.

No. 7031  
 

Fatima b. Qais reported that Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) sat on the pulpit and said: O people, Tamim Dari has reported to me that some persons of his tribe sailed in the ocean in a boat and it capsised and then some of them travelled on one of the planks of the boat and they went to an island in the ocean. The rest of the hadith is the same.


No. 7032  

Anas b. Malik reported that Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) said: There will be no land which would not be covered by the Dajjal but Mecca and Medina, and there would no passage out of the passages leading to them which would not be guarded by angels arranged in rows. Then he (the Dajjal) would appear in a barren place adjacent to Medina and it would rock three times that every unbeliever and hypocrite would get out of it towards him.

No. 7033  

This hadith has been transmitted on the authority of Anas that Allaah's Messenger (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) said this but with this addition that (the Dajjal would come) and pitch his tent in the waste-land of Juruf and thus there would come out of (the city) every hypocrite, man and woman.

The Bermuda Triangle, also known as the Devil's Triangle'

Dajjal and Bermuda triangle - Islamic Interpretation of Bermuda Triangle

 

 

There is a place where Dajjal (antichrist) is supposed to be residing in chains, only to emerge when the time has come. A hadith in Shahi Muslim which speaks of a person who had met Dajjal and reported the incident to the Prophet. It maybe that this is the same place. But let me remind you that this cannot be verified and it is only my personal view which cannot be taken as 100% true.

Shahi Muslim 41:7028
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Tamim Dari, a Christian, who came and accepted Islam narrated that he had sailed in a ship along with thirty men of Bani Lakhm and Bani Judham and had been tossed by waves in the ocean for a month. Then these (waves) took them (near) the land within the ocean (island) at the time of sunset. They sat in a small side-boat and entered that Island. There was a beast with long thick hair (and because of these) they could not distinguish his face from his back. They said: Woe to you, who can you be? Thereupon it said: I am al-Jassasa. They said: What is al-Jassasa? And it said: O people, go to this person in the monastery as he is very much eager to know about you. He (the narrator) said: When it named a person for us we were afraid of it lest it should be a Devil. Then we hurriedly went on till we came to that monastery and found a well-built person there with his hands tied to his neck and having iron shackles between his two legs up to the ankles.

We said: Woe be upon thee, who are you? And he said: You would soon come to know about me, but tell me who are you. We said: We are people from Arabia and we embarked upon a boat but the sea-waves had been driving us for one month and they brought as near this island. We got Into the side-boats and entered this island and here a beast met us with profusely thick hair and because of the thickness of his hair his face could not be distinguished from his back. We said: Woe be to thee, who are you? It said: I am al-Jassasa. We said: What is al-Jassasa? And it said: You go to this very person in the monastery for he is eagerly waiting for you to know about you. So we came to you in hot haste fearing that might be the Devil.

Dajjal

He (that chained person)said:
Tell me about the date-palm trees of Baisan. We said: About what aspect of theirs do you seek information? He said: I ask you whether these trees bear fruit or not. We said: Yes Thereupon he said: I think these would not bear fruits. He said: Inform me about the lake of Tabariyya? We said: Which aspect of it do you want to know? He said: Is there water in it? They said: There is abundance of water in it. Thereupon he said: I think it would soon become dry. He again said: Inform me about the spring of Zughar. They said: Which aspect of it you want to know? He (the chained person) said: Is there water in it and does it irrigate (the land)? We said to him: Yes, there is abundance of water in it and the inhabitants (of Medina) irrigate (land) with the help of it, He said: Inform me about the unlettered Prophet; what has he done? We said: He has come out from Mecca and has settled In Yathrib (Medina). He said: Do the Arabs fight against him?

We said: Yes. He said: How did he deal with him? We informed him that he had overcome those in his neighbourhood and they had submitted themselves before him. Thereupon he said to us: Had it actually happened? We said: Yes. Thereupon he said: If it is so that is better for them that they should show obedience to him. I am going to tell you about myself and I am Dajjal and would be soon permitted to get out and so I shall get out and travel in the land, and will not spare any town where I would not stay for forty nights except Mecca and Medina as these two (places) are prohibited (areas) for me and I would not make an attempt to enter any one of these two. An angel with a sword in his hand would confront me and would bar my way and there would be angels to guard every passage leading to it; then Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) striking the pulpit with the help of the end of his staff said: This implies Taiba meaning Medina. Have I not, told you an account (of the Dajjal) like this?

The people said: Yes, and this account narrated by Tamim Dari was liked by me for it corroborates the account which I gave to you in regard to him (Dajjal) at Medina and Mecca. Behold he (Dajjal) is in the Syrian sea (Mediterranean) or the Yemen sea (Arabian sea). Nay, on the contrary, he As In the east, he is in the east, he is in the east, and he pointed with his hand towards the east. I (Fatima bint Qais) said: I preserved It In my mind (this narration from Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him).

SIGNS IN THE QUR'AN OF THE COMING OF THE MAHDI

SIGNS IN THE QUR'AN OF THE COMING OF THE MAHDI

Mahdi (as) has been described in the hadiths of the Prophet Muhammad (saas) in considerable detail, with his name, attributes, helpers, the features of his time and his activities. So clear and detailed are the Prophet’s (saas) descriptions of the Mahdi (as) that anyone seeing him in person will immediately be able to recognize him.

It is related in a Qur’anic verse that the People of the Book will recognize the Prophet (saas) “as they recognize their own sons.”

Those We have given the Book recognize him as they recognize their own sons. Yet a group of them knowingly conceal the truth. (Surat al-Baqara, 146)

Metaphorically, this verse also refers to the recognition of Mahdi (as). When he appears, people will recognize him, in the light of the Prophet’s (saas) descriptions, as they do their own sons. And Allah knows best.

One of the verses in the Qur’an pointing to the coming of Mahdi (as) refers to “a messenger who will appear after the Prophet Muhammad (saas).”

Through this verse, Allah tells us that He has made a covenant with the prophets that they would believe in and help a messenger who will come after them:

Remember when Allah made a covenant with the prophets: “Now that We have given you a share of the Book and Wisdom, and then a messenger comes to you confirming what is with you, you must believe in him and help him.” He asked, “Do you agree and undertake my commission on that condition?” They replied, “We agree.” He said, “Bear witness, then. I am with you as one of the witnesses.” (Surah Al ‘Imran, 81)

The names of the prophets referred to in this verse, those reported to have made that covenant, are revealed in another verse:

When We made a covenant with all the prophets—with you and with Nuh and Ibrahim and Musa and ‘Isa son of Maryam—We made a binding covenant with them. (Surat al-Ahzab, 7)

It is revealed in the verse that a covenant has been made with Prophets “Nuh, Ibrahim, Musa and ‘Isa (peace be upon them all)” and with “the Prophet Muhammad (saas),” as the term “with you” implies.

This revelation in the verse shows that “this messenger whose coming is described is not the Prophet Muhammad (saas), but is a messenger who will come after the Prophet (saas).” And Allah knows best. This messenger, whom Allah reveals will come after the Prophet Muhammad (saas), may well be “Mahdi (as),” the glad tidings of whose coming are related also in the sayings of our Prophet (saas). And Allah knows best.

The way that the messenger whose coming has been promised has also received a promise of assistance from ‘Isa (as), as reported in verse 7 of Surat al-Ahzab, further reinforces this view. That is because as we know, Prophet ‘Isa (as) is reported in the hadith of the Prophet (saas) as returning to Earth in the End Times and following and supporting Mahdi (as):

And when ‘Isa son of Maryam said, “Tribe of Israel, I am the Messenger of Allah to you, confirming the Torah which came before me and giving you the good news of a messenger after me whose name is Ahmad.” When he brought them the clear signs, they said, “This is downright magic.” (Surat as-Saff, 6)

Prophet ‘Isa (as) imparts the tidings that this messenger who will come after him will be called “Ahmad.” Examination of the Qur’an as a whole shows that those verses referring to the Prophet Muhammad (saas) either use the name “Muhammad” or else just the term “prophet.” Nowhere in the Qur’an is the name “Ahmad” used for the Prophet (saas). The name appears only once in the Qur’an, in a verse revealing the glad tidings of a messenger. This supports the idea that the name “Ahmad” refers to Mahdi (as) who will come in the End Times, as well as our Prophet (saas). And Allah knows best. In addition, as in the previous verse, the fact that it is Prophet ‘Isa (as) who imparts the name of the messenger is another piece of evidence reinforcing this interpretation.

In his hadiths our Prophet (saas) also provides the following information about the name of Mahdi (as):

... He has made the Mahdi, whose name is AHMAD, and whose father’s name is Abdullah, a ruler over you. Follow him. (al-Qawl al-mukhtass fi alamat al-mahdi al-muntazar, p. 31)

... Follow him, He is the Mahdi. And his name is AHMAD bin Abdullah... (Alamat al-Qiyama, Madina Allama Muhammad bin Rasul al-Hussain al-Barzanci, Pamuk Publishing, 8th ed., p. 165)

Ibne Masood (ra) reported that the Messenger of Allah (saas) said, "His name will be similar tomy name and his father's name to my father's name." (Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)

Some VersesIndicating the Coming ofthe Mahdi and the Global Dominion of Islamic Moral Values

And other things you love: support from Allah and imminent victory. Give good news to the believers! (Surat as-Saff, 13)

We wrote down in the Zabur, after the Reminder came: “It is My servants who are righteous who will inherit the earth.” (Surat al-Anbiya’, 105)

Allah has promised those of you who believe and do right actions that He will make them successors in the land as He made those before them successors, and will firmly establish for them their religion with which He is pleased and give them, in place of their fear, security.... (Surat an-Nur, 55)

Our Word was given before to Our servants, the messengers, that they would certainly be helped. It is Our army which will be victorious. (Surat as-Saffat, 171-173)

Allah has written, “I will be victorious, I and My messengers.” Allah is Most Strong, Almighty. (Surat al-Mujadala, 21)

Do not imagine that Allah will break His promise to His messengers. Allah is Almighty, Exactor of Revenge. (Surah Ibrahim, 47)

It is He Who sent His Messenger with guidance and the Religion of Truth to exalt it over every other religion, though the idolaters hate it. (Surat as-Saff, 9)

It is He Who sent His Messenger with the Guidance and the Religion of Truth to exalt it over every other religion and Allah suffices as a witness. (Surat al-Fath, 28)

It is He Who sent His Messenger with guidance and the Religion of Truth to exalt it over every other religion, even though the idolaters detest it. (Surat at-Tawba, 33)

“We will leave you the land to live in after them. That is the reward of those who fear My station and fear My threat.” They asked for Allah’s victory, and every obdurate tyrant failed. (Surah Ibrahim, 14-15)

When Allah’s help and victory have arrived and you have seen people entering Allah’s religion in droves, then glorify your Lord’s praise and ask His forgiveness. He is the Ever-Returning. (Surat an-Nasr, 1-3)

Truly We have granted you a clear victory, so that Allah may forgive you your earlier errors and any later ones and complete His blessing upon you, and guide you on a Straight Path and so that Allah may help you with a mighty help. (Surat al-Fath, 1-3)

… He knew what you did not know and ordained, in place of this, an imminent victory. (Surat al-Fath, 27)

… the unbelievers will soon know who has the Ultimate Abode. (Surat ar-Ra‘d, 42)

… except those who believe and do right actions and remember Allah repeatedly and defend themselves after they have been wronged? Those who do wrong will soon know the kind of reversal they will receive! (Surat ash-Shu‘ara’, 227)

Then We will rescue Our messengers and those who believe as well. It is incumbent upon Us to rescue the believers. (Surah Yunus, 103)

Say: “Truth has come and falsehood has vanished. Falsehood is always bound to vanish.” (Surat al-Isra’, 81)

... Then We appointed you after them to be successors on the earth... (Surah Yunus, 13-14)

And We bequeathed to the people who had been oppressed the easternmost part of the land We had blessed, and its westernmost part as well... (Surat al-A‘raf, 137)

They desire to extinguish Allah’s Light with their mouths. But Allah refuses to do other than perfect His Light, even though the unbelievers detest it. (Surat at-Tawba, 32)

They desire to extinguish Allah’s Light with their mouths but Allah will perfect His Light, though the unbelievers hate it. (Surat as-Saff, 8)

He bequeathed their land, their houses and their wealth to you, and another land you had not yet trodden on. Allah has power over all things. (Surat al-Ahzab, 27)

Say: “Everyone is waiting expectantly so wait expectantly. You will soon know who are the Companions of the Right Path and who is guided.” (Surah Ta Ha, 135)

Allah will give security those who had piety in their victorious Safe Haven. No evil will touch them and they will know no sorrow. (Surat az-Zumar, 61)

Rather We hurl the truth against falsehood and it cuts right through it and it vanishes clean away! Woe without end for you for what you portray! (Surat al-Anbiya’, 18)

Allah confirms the Truth by His words, even though the evildoers hate it. (Surah Yunus, 82)

Those who, if We establish them firmly on the earth, will perform the prayer and give the alms, and command what is right and forbid what is wrong. The end result of all affairs is with Allah. (Surat al Hajj, 41)

The Story About Sister Sarah (the last part)

Salaam aleikum all.. Ohh what we have wait and here it is FINALLY!! The last part aboutr sister sarah ;)

Her can yo read part 1 and 2 if you have missed to read that..

Part one:

http://medinab.blogspot.com/2010/12/story-about-sister-sarah-part-one.html

part 2

http://medinab.blogspot.com/2011/02/story-about-sister-sarah-part-2.html

Here is the last part:

I  couldn’t believe what I just heard. I remember exactly how I felt. I felt sick to my stomach, I felt like time litterly went into slow motion. I felt dizzy and I felt like I was going to pass out. Finally I told him you will bring my son back to me this weekend!!! He told me no he won’t. And then he hung up. I was helpless I couldn’t do anything. The police wouldn’t help me since I didn’t have any legal grounds. I couldn’t enter on their property I would be tress passing.

I couldn’t do anything. I ran outside to confront my father. I asked him what he told my ex and asked him what the heck is going on. He simply told me I am not justified to tell you anything. I told him what! I’m you daughter! That is my son! I have every right to know. He said this all happened because I’m Muslim. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I ran downstairs and got on the computer to talk to my soon to be husband. I can’t even remember everything because I was in such shock. But I remember I cried and cried. But I knew one thing was for certain.

I was not going to change my religion for anything or anyone. Allah came first in my life and this I knew. I knew this was a test from Allah. So anyway as the few weeks passed I was trying to find ways to get my son back. I couldn’t do anything in that state because I wasn’t a resident yet. So I knew I had to go back to the state I just came from and try to file for child custody there. Also I knew I had to get out of my father’s house. Things had gotten so bad. I also kept finding out things like my dad and step mom would say they have to go shopping. But came to find out they and my sister went up and took my son out to dinner without inviting me! Or telling me.

And I hadn’t seen my son for weeks. And also they could have just simply grabbed him and brought him back home to me but they didn’t! They were sneaking around doing stuff like that. I found out through comments on facebook. It hurt me so bad and I almost couldn’t take it. I had to get out of there. I was actually afraid I was going to hurt them. And I knew if I didn’t get out of there I would lose my sanity. So I instantly flew to my mother’s house in the state where I came from. It was so much better with my mom. I remember I saw her when she picked me up from the air port. I said hi and we got in the car. She asked me when we got in the car why I didn’t hug her.

I told her because I thought she would have been ashamed of me because I’m in hijab. And she told me she didn’t care about that and she hugged me. She said she had to stop at the pharmacy before we head home. So when we got there she asked if I was going in with her because she noticed I wasn’t getting out of the car. I asked her you want me to come in with you? I’m in hijab… she said she didn’t care at all and to come in with her. It felt so nice being with my mom and not having her be ashamed of me. I lived with my mom for a few months. I couldn’t do anything legal wise because my ex had filed illegally back where he was. I fell through a loop. But I kept patient.

Things started to get a bit tuff at my moms. I sort of started feeling like I was taking up her space. Not to mention I was given sort of a hard time because I couldn’t be around alcohol, and she always had her male friends in and out of the house and her bf, so it was hard. Thought my mom was still supportive of me and still loved me I knew it would be best to go to my soon to be husbands state and get married to him and start our lives together. I knew the legal thing for my son would take months and months. So that’s exactly what I did. I had bought my plane ticket to go there.

 But then planes changed I ended up going a little bit earlier because my grandmother was also in the same state as my soon to be husband and my family wasn’t sure if she was going to make it or not. So my sister and I drove up there to see my grandmother before it was to late. Of course I saw my dad at the hospital. And he started to lecture me that I’m gong to get killed and all that stuff. And practically told me I have to choose between him and Islam. I told him he doesn’t stand a chance that Allah comes first and he said I’m sorry it has to be that way.

And I said no I’m sorry for you that you have to make it that way. You are the one that’s losing not me. And I walked away. I was about to meet my soon to be husband any minute! He was coming to pick me up. So I waited with my sister and other family members like cousins and uncles and aunts. They met him and my sister really like him. The sister I’m talking about is not the one who was going behind my back seeing me son. This was a different sister. I have two sisters. So anyway after I left my family started spreading rumors about me. That I got kidnapped. And that someone picked me up in a big white van and just grabbed me and took me away. It was so stupid! First of all my soon to be husband picked me up in a little green car lol. Well I was really nervous. My soon to be husband and I Got married right off. T

hen we went back to our home together. I felt so blessed. He is such a wonderful man. Well we got married and like two weeks later was the month of Ramadan. It was my very first Ramadan and I didn’t know if I was going to be able to fast because of my low blood sugar. For two days it went smooth! I thought I can do this! But then the third day of Ramadan was horrible! I felt sick, and shaky, I knew I needed to eat. And I started crying. I kept wondering what is going on with my body because for the next week or two it was acting weird. I felt nauseous when I smelled food. And I told my husband this only happens when I’m pregnant! But no way can I be pregnant. That would have happened to fast lol. Well anyway I took a pregnancy test and it so happened I was 4 weeks pregnant! I had gotten pregnant the second day we had gotten married!

We both were so stunned and so happy. We didn’t realize Allah was going to bless us this fast. So anyway I had a court date for my son finally! It was for temporary custody. And to make a long story short the judge Would have given my custody of my son but I didn’t live in my apartment long enough to call it a stable home so my ex got temporary custody of my son. But he finally gave me visitation rights! I was allowed to have my son every other month for two weeks! I was allowed to bring him back home with me for two weeks every other month. So right away I called to set up the date with his lawyer when I will start my visitation. Me and my husband went right away to get my son.

It was in 18 hour drive. It was ruff on me because my husband didn’t have his license and I was so sick and such with the pregnancy. I remember when I finally was about to pull into my exs drive way a police car pulled up behind us. And I turned to my husband and I was like was I speeding? He said don’t worry about it then suddenly 4 or 5 men there called border control surrounded our car and yanked our doors open. They were pointing guns at us and told us to get out of the car with our hands over our heads. I was so scared. I didn’t know what the heck was going on and asked them what’s going on.

And I stood up and put my hands up. And so did my husband. They took a machine gun and stuck it to my husband’s head. I looked down and noticed they had a tazer pointing at my stomach. And I said WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!! IM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!! They told me they know. And I told them I’m doing what u want me to do! Then they put handcuffs on my husband and then turned me around and was holding my wrist really tight with their hands and it hurt really bad and I’m a really tiny person as it is. Then they slammed my stomach against the car. And I screamed again IM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So finally they told me my husband is in illegal immigrant and he was dangourse and all the crap. Well anyway they left. And I was standing there all alone… I stayed calm. I started reciting Quran in my head and asking Allah to help me. I realized my ex and his family were all standing around in a circle smoking and smiling the most evil smile. Except my ex. He actually looked like he was about to cry. I walked up calmly and told them I will get my son now. And they told me where is your court order? They told me I’m a very dangerous and sick lady and I will never see my son again.

I then turned calmly to my ex and I said can I please talk to u alone. He was about to walk off with me when his dad told him no he is not f*** talking to me. First of all my exs family was the one doing all this horrible stuff. My ex doesn’t ever stick up for himself so he just tagges along weather he wants to or not. My ex was actually going to give me my son but then his father wouldn’t let him. and I didn’t have my court order it hadn’t gotten mailed out yet. So I called the police. But they couldn’t help me because I didn’t have a court order. But I did get to see my son for like 30 min.

I held him and he just kept looking at me and he was so excited to see me. I remember I was so exhausted. I still had an hour and a half drive to where I was staying at my grandmothers. I had been up for hours. I was pregnant, my husband just got arrested… so I called the only friend I had there and she drove up right away. I then got a call from my husband. He was allowed one phone call. He saw them throw me against the car and told me to go to the hospital to get checked, and I agreed because I started to cramp really bad from the force. Well I got to the hospital and they heard the babies heart beat. He was still protected under my pubic bone! So he was just fine! The only thing the doc. Was worried about was my stress level causing a miscarriage. Well anyway that was such a horrible night for me.

 After getting away from my exs house I finally just broke down in uncontrollable tears. I was afraid I was killing my baby but I just couldn’t stop! So anyway to make another long story short. I got stuck that state for a month while my husband got stuck in jail for two weeks. Then we got a phone call saying there was a mistake in his arrest and all the bull crap! My ex filed in emergency hearing with the court saying that my husband was dangoures and all that and they changed the order for my visitation rights with my son. I wasn’t allowed to leave the state with him and I had to spend a whole week once a month in the state he was at. I told the judge that’s totally unreasonable.

No one in there possible mind could do that or afford that. And I had another home I had to take care of and I was pregnant. He told me it was my fault I was pregnant, and lived so far away. He also said I had to pay child support. 365 dollars a month! I told him I didn’t have a job he said then I need to get a full time job. I told him how the heck can someone be pregnant, hold down a full time job, plus have to travel 18 hours every three weeks to see my son and then spend a whole week in that state because my son wasn’t allowed to leave the state! That’s impossible! But he didn’t care. Well I did get to have my son for a whole week! It was nice. Well anyway I got home and things settled down. Now it’s May.

I just had my baby boy three weeks ago. He is so beautiful and I’m so blessed! My husband is such a wonderful father and husband! And we can’t wait to make our family grow. I actually just had a hearing for final custody of my son. I am not sure the final outcome yet but I finally got a fair judge! The judge got after my ex for trying to make my husband look like a terriost when he wasn’t and such. It felt really good to see the judge get angry with my ex for all the crap he has tried to pull. I have a really good chance of getting custody of my son. So insha allah we will see how it goes and when I find out the ending I will let you know insha allah. I went through so much more then what you have read.

It would take a website in itself to tell everything. The reason why I wanted to tell me story is because I am hoping it will help my brothers and sisters realize. You can go through anything if you keep Allah close to you. If you look at the patterns in my story you will see no matter what I was going through Allah was always there! Weather its being stranded without food, Nowhere to go, I could have lost my baby, or worse I could have failed my test and turned away from Islam.

But Through all my hardships Allah made a way through them. I feel like My new son is a reward from Allah because even thought I had the worst things done to me having my child taken away I relied on Allah and I never lost trust or hope in him. And I feel like he has rewarded me for it. Only Allah knows of course but that’s how I feel. Everything I went through only made me stronger as a Muslim. It made me love Allah more and more. And it made me depend on Allah more and more.

And always know, no matter what hardships u are going through or test Allah is there. And it is just a test. So don’t fail your test. Because if you are being tested be thankful for it. Allah won’t test those who are weak in faith. He knows they will fail it. But he will test those who are strong because he knows they can handle it. So please always look to Allah for help and guidance. If you look anywhere else you will fail. Stay strong and no matter what don’t ever leave Islam for anything.

Thanks so much for reading and I tried to remember the information as well as I could. If I made any errors anywhere I pray Allah forgives me. Salam alakom to all my brothers and sisters. And may Allah always guide us and keep us on the right path ameen.

P.S I just wanted to add that if you are not Muslim, I really hope my story was inspiring to you and I hope that you will look into Islam and see the peace and strength and truth that Islam has.

I also wanted to add my family doesn’t talk to me and I do not associate with them. The only people I do still talk to in my family is my mom, My Grammy, and my older sister, and half brother. They are the only ones.

My father will never get to meet his grandson that he has because he has made that choice himself. It’s sad but true. May Allah guide them ameen. And also I know one day I will get my justice for what has been done to me [Symbol] But also in some ways I have already forgiven them because I know they are miss guided and I know Allah as put a seal upon their hearts. Thanks again for listening.