Joseph Jackson after Michael Jacksons Death

This is so weird, not right .. Because I know from reliable sources in the trial was in 2005 as Joe was completely destroyed, and came in the trial run in crying, screaming: "Where is my son?? Where is my son??!"
So this facade he has demonstrated to the world in his son's death is not true .. Because I know how much Joe loved his son, and he was with him everywhere to support him ..